Just Wondering….

if there’s anyplace else on earth where you can hear dogs and pigs fighting with each other…

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Close Quarters

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There must have been about 300 hundred people in class today.  Geeta was teaching.  Her humor was sharp and so was her tongue  and her teaching is always brilliant.

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New Fruits!

On my last trip to India I tried every new fruit I could find.  Now I have found some new fruits!  I don’t know what this orange one is called but it smells incredible.  I tasted a little and it doesn’t taste as good as it smells.  I asked a neighbor and the apartment guard what it is and neither of them knew, so they told me not to eat it.  Oh well, too late for that.

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According to my neighbor, the little yellow ones are goose berries.   They taste a little like star fruit.  My housekeeper told me I should eat them with salt, and I did.  Very good!new fruits goose berry eatenDSCF3278

I can’t remember what the brown ones are called.  When you pick them they squirt a thick white, sticky, glue-like liquid at you.  No surprise I was covered with it. My neighbor told me I have to wait until it ripens before I taste it.  It’s supposed to be delicious.DSCF3279 DSCF3280

I’ll have to wait and see.

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Insanity

A line has formed from the top of the stairwell down the stairs and following the perimeter of the office, continuing all the way to the outside.  The hall is crowded and loud.  There is a mad rush to the props and a search for prime real estate near Prashantji.  Don’t students realize that rushing to the front of Prashantji’s class is a fruitless effort?  You won’t be there long.  Practicing non-attachment is the only way to make it through his class.  Your mat will not be your mat for long.

I am in the back near the windows holding a spot for a fellow teacher. There is another rush to the prop room for straps.

I am frazzled. How can you learn in this crowded space.  June at the Institute is intimate, February is insane.  I see Marcia Monroe. “Look that’s Marcia, she wrote a great book on scoliosis!”  Shhhhh! I hear directed at me.  I have monkey mind.

Triangle pose.  We are two to a mat at the windows.  I feel the hot breath of the woman in back of me, I feel the hair of the woman in front of me brush across my face.  A woman’s watch beeps, a man burps,  another woman has the loudest Ujjayi breath ever uttered in an Iyengar classroom.  Chitta vrittis.  How can I possibly learn anything today? This is insanity.

Sukasana twists.  I see Bobby Clennell, I pat her on the knee for a silent hello. I twist.

I focus on my breath. Is my breath the “benefactor or the beneficiary”, I hear Prashantji’s voice in my head.  I start to move inward.  Yogaś-citta-vṛtti-nirodhaḥ.  The waves are settling.  The chatter in my mind and my wandering eyes quiet.  I start to hear Prashantji instead of the noise in the room.  I forget the size of the class and the closeness of the bodies.

The class ends, I feel whole.

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Beautiful Colors of India

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I really did hear it.

I hear the alarm,

I get up,

take a shower,

put my makeup on,

blowdry my hair

get dressed.

I check the clock to see how much time I have before my 7:00 AM class.

It’s 12:30 AM.

I take off my makeup

get undressed,

put my pajamas on,

and go back to bed….ugh

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What is your name?

Suddenly children surround us.

What is your name?  They ask in unison.

What is your Mother’s name?

What is your Father’s name?

What is your brother’s name?

We answer, thrilled to help them practice their English.

Then we ask questions.

What is your name?

What is your Mother’s name?

They laugh, they answer.

I pull out my camera, shrieks of laughter and they rush to pose.

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Guruji

I took these photos of Guruji as I peeked around a corner.  I didn’t want to disturb him and I wanted a photo. I accomplished both of these goals.

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It can only happen to me.

ImageI got up and left my room for breakfast and decided to take the stairs, giving only a passing thought to the lock on the door.  I continue down the stairs to find all the doors are locked.  Yes, it’s 7:00 AM and I am locked in the stairwell.  No one is ever going to find me.

I hear voices…I’m saved!  They are coming from behind a red metal louvered wall.  I stick an eyeball through the slat.  Suniye! Suniye! (listen please) Help!

First they ignore me, but my knocks on the metal wall are distracting and they cannot continue to work.  So they all come over to peer into the slat to meet my eye.  They are talking to me; I am talking to them, no one is understanding.

Finally one of the gentleman from the front desk comes through the door.  You’re not supposed to be here.  Apparently, I say.  He smiles.   He starts to open the door but I tell him I need to take photos of my brief imprisonment.  He laughs and gives me the keycode to all the doors.

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Off to India, again

The feeling is different this time.  Not the unfocused anticipation, not excitement, more of a feeling of neutral ambivalence.  A pondering of why I would leave my kids again for such a long time.  They are much more self-sufficient this time around.  My son drives, my daughter is in her first year of high  school. Their days will be filled with daily routines that come with the school year.  My daughter will be getting her braces removed while I’m away – I won’t be the first one to see her new smile.  My son’s college acceptances are rolling in and I won’t be there to read them with him.

But India calls to me one more time.  The warm weather, the noise, colors and cows that only India can bring me awaits.  I look forward to spying Guruji’s practice and listening to Prashantji’s esoteric views on ‘yog’.   I look forward to learning from the little fiery one, Abhijita as Guruji interjects from the sidelines.

Om shanti

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